Neverland

now some may call you crazy for building a world where you could play on rollercoasters all day and play with awesome toys. but i call you a genius. since moving to LA all i want to do is kid stuff. eat sweets and watch disney cartoons and look at cloth dolls on etsy. i am also into the highest form of art called : amigurumi , lately and i cant wait til i have the energy and motivation to create a whole world of friends out of yarn. Also on my to do list is create a small replica of the house i would like to live in some day. A hobby saved for sons that dress up as their mothers and own hotels.

i have no idea what has jump started this obsession with returning to my childhood. maybe its my coworkers constant talk about botox and how white people like me will need it. could it be that i never see children anymore. work party was at the santa monica pier with access to all of its rides for free and everyone was so bummed. only the big bosses have kids that they can afford and bring. everyone else wanted it to be like the christmas party where everyone got to put on really small dresses which i cant wear because i love sweets. i was bummed out a little too because the work party on the pier did not have free access to the arcade. anyways i like doughnuts that starbucks inside the alberstons give away for free after 6:30, because its free and my favorite food. i love it when Wall-e is following eva around in the pixar film and gets smashed by all those grocery carts. i like going to bed early (unlike kids). i love taking pictures of my cat.. everyday. i still doodle in church. i hate aliens and that means you E.T.  and i love spencer.

note to my parents i know i wasnt the cutest kid crying in stores, screaming in drs offices and during lighting storms on camping trips but i am better now. i never go to the doctors.